Baby



I


Bring the fatted worm to the altar
I will pin down the skin

The body opened
What you imagined

An orphan cannot say his father is no man
A worm cannot say

No No Don’t do this
But the fatted baby can say

When he is older I don’t remember
What my father cut from me



II

At the back of each eye beyond my death
I see a future without automobiles

Save two chestnut Ford Mavericks
In an abandoned salvage yard

Well after my child has died I will see the sun
As it will be on the backs of those cars

In the beginning of this new
And ancient and only reality



III

I can hardly bring myself to flip the blinker
I can hardly turn the wheel right

If I break down
Like the sun weeps

My child will hear the arietta
In Beethoven’s last sonata

And an image will strike my child’s eye
Optimistic beyond repair

That day will squeeze
All that is holy from the body

And set it down like a fish on a rock
Under the sun’s violent love